currently using my E71 to blog.
Tossing and turning on my bed, cant get to sleep. Therefore, decided to use my phone to surf the net.
Im missing naughty boy so much. He hasnt contacted me for the whole of today. Hopefully i can meet him tmr!
I realised the importance of him in my life. Without him life has been so different
jealous of what others have and i dont.
is that asking for too much?
surprises.
i havent had one in 1year, 11months and counting.
sigh.
I believe if i asked baby this question," What if one day, I leave you?"
Being the straightforward person he is, he will answer," I will still carry on my life the way it was without you. Of course I will miss you and and all that, but I'll not show."
This made me think for awhile, I m the one who was always depending on him, every errands that I ran, he had to accompany me.
While he could do everything by himself, he is just like the opposite of me in one way or another.
Of course, life will never goes back the way it was before him for me.
I had long forgotten how life looks like to me before him.
Yeah, my best friends are still my best friends, bet they had already forgotten the real 'ME' before baby's arrival.
You must be like thinking, * its not like you guys are breaking up*
Some many long lasting couples broke up around me and some trying hard to get together.
So i will think alot right!
Life's so fragile.
Really, its time for me to appreciate life and what i've got now.