yesterday was our 20th monthsary.
fast right?
baby's in army for 6 months already.
another 1year and 6 months ORD le!
time will fly de.
didnt meet up with friends yet or rather havent.
Friday friday! meeting up with choo and amelia :)
tmr's april fool's and well, i guess we have or rather i have already grown out of this.
till then.
Loved 9:36 PM
life's been great.
hanging out with the usual people, having lotsa fun and laughter together.
however, all of them are working already. so left with me being stucked at home.
actually, i just realise that acutally my cousins played a part in my life too.
sometimes,when me and my friends were meeting out. i would think of asking jorden and erica along. BUT, i realise they are not in singapore zz.
well, of course not forgeting jolene who's in shanghai and will be coming back soon.
hopefully we'll hang out together when you're back in singapore!
not forgeting my bf. who is only going to book on this saturday because of his guard duty on friday.
and baby has decided to take up driving already!
Loved 11:26 AM
i think time really flies.
its gonna be our 20month anniversary.
but we seem to be drifting apart?
Loved 9:53 PM
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Loved 11:26 PM
went to malaysia today.
went there for a super nice meal!
xian dan crabbby!
went to emma's place after we were back in singapore.
bee had duty at 5.30 to 8.30pm.
nby's gonna have TP tomorrow and im meeting him tomorrow after his TP!
tues - meet ah boon
wed - home
thurs - driving / wj back from tw
fri - baby's book out
sat - work
sun - SHOPPING!
Loved 11:16 PM
aint appreciated.
who will i run to, who will i turn to when i really need someone to be here?
i guess its only myself.
im kinda angry with myself for being angry over bf going out. but no choice ma. he always go out until so late.12 am 1 am or what? 3 am?i know he v guai le. but hais.
maybe, im really not someone who can lead a really good life like what my aunties are living in. DARLING. do this, DARLING take that.
mine? we play scissors paper stone la. see who lose who do.maybe im not someone who is borned to live in a luxurious life ba.
but i still
love you.
to someone ,
firstly, i dont know how you got to my blog and secondly, i dont know if u're the person who i tot i think u are. but most probably ba. the one i saw at tanah merah bus stop today. whatever that has been between us has already ended years ago. regrets are too late already. you should have appreciated me at first. and, its too late to regret now. well, i believe if everything hadnt ended we would have still been together but too bad, we chose to end it. and im happy with my current relationship and he takes very good care of me. so dont worry about me being in his hands. he's treating me very well. although i might not be happy sometimes but still, i believe he's the one for me. we can always still be friends (: i hope you wont have mood swings anymore, when u see me sometimes u smile, when u see me sometimes u give me a fierce look. thanks for the beautiful childhood memories u gave me and left me with. i really appreciate you. thanks a zillion
renjian .
Loved 12:12 AM
Just came back from Disney On Ice - Princess Wishes.
its not the childish joce that want to watch it.
its meimei who wants to watch it and poor her, her mum isnt into this kinda stuffs so i have to bring her there :).
the smile from her face and her giggling and laughing makes me feel contented.
she just makes me feel like doting on her and buying things for her.
enjoyed. didnt take any photos. forgot to bring my camera along -.-
it gives me the feeling of being in my younger days where my parents would bring my brother and i to watch this kinda disney on ice shows.
on the other hand, it gives me a feeling of being a responsible hmmmm, should i say parent? where i would have to take care of meimei make sure she's happy and contented? hahas.
i dont know :)
all in all, i enjoyed myself :)
baby's home already. booked out :)
Loved 10:00 PM
went shopping with brother.
spent about $50
food and popular book store.
i've noticed that im really spending too much money.
really. i need to cut down on spending.
i really do. if not baby pay not enough to feed me los!
Loved 9:14 PM
had a tiff with baby this morning.
spoilt my whole morning.
am glad that everything's fine now.
yesterday was great with the usual group of people.
ah choo is in taiwan already.
ah boon is having his TP next tues.
ah sim has gotten a job.
me? stucked at home -.-
really enjoyed yesterday although ah boon seemed v tired after his chalet.
results were out ytd.
at first we all thought its only out on sms yet me and ah choo didn apply for the sms thingy.
and we caught marley and me and during the show, people called to say online results were out. -.-
and ya, SURPRISINGLY, i passed ALL my subjects! im really very very happy.
rewards from bee this sunday!
well, marley and me. though the movie isnt as good as the book BUT, i teared again -.-
even after reading the book i still teared.
while reading the book i also teared.
its just so heart wrenching.
i dont know why the 2 guys didn teared but, miss sim caught me tearing and she took a pack of tissues for herself and me -.-
and i believe 98% of the theatre people teared ok.
a very nice and worth it show to watch!
a show off my movie list!
Loved 2:44 PM
many days has passed since saturday.
i've still been feeling the same every night.
was on my way home from driving, and things ran through my mind.
im kinda lonely in this world.
w/o bee, there's like no one else?
probably, the same people, ah choo, ah sim, ah boon.
well, i can say its enough?
true friends yeah?
something happen to ah choo last night.
i know and i always read your blog everyday.
i know feel very sad and shag.
its alright.
we'll play our hearts out tomorrow okay?
we'll make sure we all enjoy ourselves ya?
we've yet to have our reunion dinner leh!
and i've always been looking out for an outing for the 4 of us
loved
Loved 7:42 PM
you ask me to trust you.sometimes i doubt myself. i dont know if i really do trust you as much as i trust him.maybe the scars he left me is still here.
ya, scars, shouldn't it be there forever unless you laser it off or apply somethings to it?i've seen and heard many relationships, 5 years, 6years all going down the drain.so what's ours gonna be?the world is revolving, the world changes, things changes, people changes.will you change? im sure you will.its either for the better or for the worst.i know you have already changed to a better guy for me.
yep, im not complaining that you are no good for me, just that, i still doubt us.will you leave me like how he did?i wont know, you wont know, no one knows.was talking to mummy, she told me.
"girl, not mummy dont wanna treat yongjun as well as i treated renjian, mummy is very afraid u will be hurt like last time you know? mummy just want to make sure he's the right guy for you before mummy will teng him like how i teng renjian."
"your future is what you decide, mummy cant decide it for you. if you've chosen him, mummy cant object but what i can do is to make sure he's the right one here for you. so that mummy can hand you over to him without any worrys."
im very touch. really touched that my mum actually cares so much about me.
thanks mummy.
i will be strong to whatever it happens to this relationship.
i wouldnt be as stupid as before to commit suicide.
im always standing so strong infront of my friends, so why not stand strong in this relationship?
im proud of myself.
very. (:
from the very reliable jocelyn, to the independent girl.
trying to pick up doing things on her own.
shopping, getting stuffs, going home, run errands and all.
i noticed i've grown up. i really do.
and this is the 1st time im saying,
i love myself !
Loved 11:46 PM
Loved 10:02 PM
life's been great!
super duper uber great!
sleeping, eating, shopping, most importantly....... baby's accompany!
great.
sakae buffet with darling.
shopping for emma's prezzies!
Loved 10:15 PM