Thursday, January 22, 2009
i find im being so useless. really
i cant even do a simple project.
weijian im so sorry. :(
Loved 11:40 PM
PROJECT PROJECT PROJECT! GRRRRRR
BEE's booking out tomorrow! yes!
Loved 10:53 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Chinese new year is coming!
NAILS - done
HAIR - done
CLOTHES - almost there
SHOES - done
MAKE UP - done
BED SHEET - done
UNDERGARMENTS - done
hahas. seems like im all prepared for CNY!
Loved 7:03 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
i hate my family.
i really do.
especially my father.
seriously, i hope he will die soon. VERY SOON please.
i love my bee, very much.
thank you darling
Loved 9:50 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
i know you dont like me smsing you when u're with ur friends.
yes, its time jocelyn. time to learn how to give him freedom. time to let him go.
look, will you wait for me to be home when u're not with ur friends? NO. a definite and confirmed NO.
maybe, probably, most probably, we belong to people in different worlds.
look at the different lifestyles we are leading.
i'd to always bear scolding everytime i meet you. but do you appreciate?
really. coming to think of all these, makes me wanna give up.
maybe its time to.
well, do u still even read my blog? no bah. im so gonna private it and wait until u ask me why cant u read. den i will know truly from ur heart whether u take a little time to read my blog (:
i really need to thank you for everything. i believe its time i should slowly let you go.
JY joce.
Loved 12:29 AM
Friday, January 16, 2009
what's love?
Loved 7:53 AM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
tomorrow night MAYBE baby will go back into camp. i think that stupid navy ship has got no god damn reception because, darling hasnt sms me since yesterday night! crap.
yes yes, people say i STICK to my bf, but i feel personally that im kinda independent. well, maybe not compared to you. you and ur bf is like machiam not gf and bf anymore! comparing me to others i tink im independent! i always go over and come back from his place alone. come back from shopping alone even with him. all i needa was to talk to him that all. is that called sticking? i dont think so bahs. obviously, the 3months OSIP is a different story! i believe my bf also wont want me to go. ur's is of course a different case. do you two still mean it when u guys tell each other that u missed or love each other? im not trying to complain or so. but yah, i just dont like the way you've put it in.
baby, i've been a good girl yesterday and today. i kept myself busy with things so that i will not think so much yeah? but, i'll be going shopping tmr with amelia and weijian! ^^
Loved 8:40 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
baby's out to sea until either thurs night or fri morning.
i've 3 closest friends i need to thank.
Firstly, captain choo, my friend, classmates for 7years and counting.
always being there for me. my slacking partner. be it whether its gossiping or relationship problems although the comments he gives sometimes wont help but, i belive he's always there to listen to me. always tell jokes to make people smile. we hadnt been real close until we began our poly life. a few days ago, an incident happened and i kinda shouted at him and i feel i need to apologise. so weijian, im really sorry about the phone incident. i knew it wasnt your fault at all but, at that point of time, im just very pissed off. im really very sorry about that. im glad we're still close friends.
Secondly, ah hai B, my classmate for 3years and friends for 6 years and also counting.
another guy friend who will listen to my stories and complains. my another slacking partner who never fails to meet up with me and captain choo. another person who also always jokes. thank you ng boon yong!
Thirdly, ah hai I, captain Sim -.- okay. classmates for 2years and friends for 5 years and couting this girl here is also part of this clique but forever MIA-ing -.- i know she's busy with her bf, but she's still always here for me. just a call or sms away. we share everything together. yes, everything. thank you my dear!
Thank you for being a part of my life. you may ask why am i so random, yes im just so random and i found that i have to treasure everyone of you. (:
Loved 9:10 PM
Friday, January 9, 2009
okay, its been so long since i last blogged but! it doesnt matters anyway because i think no one reads it. well, i dont need anyone to read it because its all my own thoughts and feelings! (:
firstly, i failed my FTT -.-
and im retaking it on Feb 11.
secondly, im going to do my nails, learn driving and pick up my new phone later!
thridly, i've gotten my new year tops and im very satisfied with them.
fourthly, this is the 1st time,
im having nail appt with my friends!
lastly, i need my bf already. -.-
alright, so this has been my life. actually quite packed.
looking at the calendar ivy dearest gave me, my calendar's quite packed already.
15th, 20th, 22nd, 29th and 31st are the empty dates left. hahas.
bf's navy life has been good i guess?
swimming and lectures everyday. -.-
the bad part is that, he still cant book out on fridays zz.
AND! he has to book in and out in his stupid no. 4 uniform.
well, at least his no.4 isnt the new one. so well, it doesnt really affect me much!
alright till here then!
Loved 9:57 AM
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Maybe im just a disgrace to you.
maybe im just a super heavy burden to you.
fuck everything.
Loved 12:17 AM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Happy New Year!
a whole new year, a whole new start (:
may everything be smooth between me and bee
loves.
Loved 10:20 PM