YES. tomorrow, finally in less than 24hours time i guess i can meet baby already! book out book out!

okay, i've got BTT e-trial later and meeting erica cousin to pierce her naval! ^^
will blog again tonight!

YAY C902. finally mine! yay.

okay. there's this bloody shop at bedok interchange that sells china phones, please beware. the name of the shop is MobileOne. zzz.

darling boy is booking out in 3days time! YES

what if you werent here with me?
what if you were gone?
what if you tell me you dont love me anymore?
what if you told me you've found someone better?
what if you told me we're not going to walk down the aisle together?
what if you told me im not the perfect one for you?
what if you told me you're going to leave right now?

so many what ifs.
baby, you're so important to me.

everyone's a fake.
except baby.

dont worry darling, im here for you and i know you're here for me too!

BTT in 1 week's time!

okay. baby booked in again! ROARS.


Thursday.
kbox with cousin, swensen's with jorden, sat on jorden's car. was a little afraid at first. me and erica was like, EH u sit infront leh! hahas. uhhh. baby booked out at 9.30.


im talking to erica's mum -.-



okay thats my slipper on the far left -.-

baby, u're all that i need.

i need to thank someone so much. she accompanied me the whole of today and listens to my complains. ERICA LOH! thank you so much dearest cousin! :] LOVES

finally, my bf's out from camp. and free from the bloody muddy field camp. my heart aches when i first saw him, he become skinnier and suddenly SUPER small in size. sigh. i will feed him with good food this 3 days. yes. like finally, i miss him so much.

beeeeee, faster call me :[
i hope i can see you later :[

will darling book out tomorrow?
i fucking miss you darn loads .

okay. today's day 4 of darling's field camp. have u seen mehmeh's friend? ROARS. everyday i wonder about this -.-

okay this is the first time i skipped lesson to accompany my dearest cousin to re-dye her hair. NICE okay! :] meeting her again on thurday. actually, i cant wait for thursday because of 2 reasons, firstly, of course my darling's booking out. secondly, i get to slack with my closest cousin again! hahas.

okay 2 days to go. BABYYYY~

3 more days to baby's book out. hurry hurry. let time FLY please~

baby baby, have you seen meh meh friends? :x

loves and misses.

okay. i need my bee already. :[

alright. today's the 1st day of baby's field camp which means not being able to contact him for the next following days. im still feeling alright now. people, dont worry too much about me. :] because im mostly occupied with things to do. yes, its for sure i'll miss him. but, if i miss him too much till i cry, i know darling will be darn worried about me. so YES. strong gf i am :] darling said, he would be going into the forest to look for mehmeh's friends -.- hopefully he will bump into them uh! incase you guys dont know who is mehmeh, its me and darling's imaginative baby which is a sheep softtoy -.- i know we are lame.

one of my closest cousin, jolene has left for china and wouldnt be back till 2 years later. maybe they will only be back for some short holiday. :] my eyes were filled with tears when she hugged me goodbye but, i hold back my tears. :[

here's my schedule for the week to keep myself occupied from thinking of darling.

Saturday - work
Sunday - work , piano
Monday - school , watch tv
Tuesday - school, watch tv
Wednesday - school, watch tv
Thursday - school, meet erica, BABY'S BOOK OUT

super no life right? ROARS. faster thursday pleaseeee~

alright. i think i've become an anna sui's perfume fan -.- i currently have 3 of her perfumes, dolly girl, dolly girl 'on the beach' and dolly girl 'lil scarlet'. there goes my $180. T.Tbut i really love the nice scent of the perfumes la. so no regrets!

and i've decided to get C902 cause W902 is tooooo ugly! :] and i dont think i need a walkman function or a bigger screen which costs an extra $100 -.-

just came back from slacking with artz choo and nby. congrats to nby for passing his BTT and good luck to artz choo who's gonna take his BTT on monday. and mine -.- coming up on december 2. so SLLOOWWW. ROARS.

alright, tmr's darling's field camp already. T.T 6days no contact! this is a big challenge! and im all prepared what to wear for darling's book out on thurs,fri,sat and sun! :] something friends wouldnt get to see me wearing except for classmates who sees me on thursday! alright. off to watch 7pm showww~

1 week to book out !

shopping, pizza, tontom, movies, photo taking............. :] i cannot wait!




Even a thousand miles cant keep us apart, cause my heart is wherever you are. :]

8days to baby's book and 3days to baby's field camp!

RAAAHHHSSS.
im missing baby so much that my whole blog is bloody filled with me and baby's photo -.- sorry reader, im missing my darling so fucking much okay. :[ i cant wait to go shopping with baby on his book out and maybe pull him to take neo prints! WAHAHAS. i want my beeee la. :[ field camp sucks big time GRRR.

im considering whether to get sony ericsson's C902 or W902 ? O.O

alright, darling has just booked in :[ and im all alone again.
another 11days before we can meet again. shagged. however this time, out of the 11 days, 6days field camp! field camp is fine but! cannot use phone! thats the worst part, means we're not being able to talk to each other!

awaiting next book out which is next next thurs? shagged.

11days.


i finally bought my anna sui's dolly girl 'on the beach' perfume!
like, went to so many shops and asked none of them carries it anymore. thanks to darling for buying it for me!

darling's got a braun buffel belt too! his xmas present from me~ so i dont have to headache to what to get for him! :]

AHH~ 3 more days to darling's book out !

yeah, darling's finally back in army after his 3 weeks mc. and he's booking out this saturday! and i guess, after this book out, i can only see him 2 weeks later. :[ shag.

so many things happening, i dont know what step i should take. even baby cant help me too. well, i know everything's fated right bee?

baby had been out for shooting ytd and today and wont be back in camp only in the midnight. how sad it is right? well, at least im busy with school and tv shows. and baby will wake me up when he's back at his bunk!

im missing darling so much! :[

dont ask me why im feeling lidat, what i hung your phone lidat. :]

well, i understand that your gf is not actually your most important person in life, instead they are your friends. yes, im fucking pissed that you are actually out with you friends. cause im being neglected. knowing that i have to work later, you cant accompany me 1st. and i believe and know that you would be out until tonight, i understand, friends more important ma. :] i doubt you would even read my blog. yah? too busy ma right? you went out on thursday night, i kept quiet and now you are climbing up onto my head. smart right? :] you told me, you will only meet your friend to eat, when i called you, where were you? sunplaza? and you didnt even answer my call when i 1st called, wtf were you doing? i believe when you're with me, ALL your friend's calls you will die die sure pick up. right? :] how nice to treat me like this. you know that i dont like being alone and you yourself also dont like being alone right? you should know how u feel when i go out with my friends. :] not that im being sacarstic. you are booking in tomorrow, but where the fuck did you spend all your free time? with me? LOL. cause 5 days cant see your friends mahs. therefore need to spend more time with them right? alright i understand :]

anyway, its not your fault la :] is i cannot go out ma. and i need to work right? to buy things for myself ^^ if wanna rely on you to buy for me, darn difficult i guess. you always say whatever i want is too expensive, did u ever try saving? hahas. i've been paying all the expenses when we are out 80% of the time, so where did ur money all go? :] ask yourself ba. off to sleep!

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