Thursday, September 11, 2008
Baby's in army already. missing him so much.
not even 1 day im crying so much, dropping so much tears. i cant wait for baby's call. AHHHH.
wonder what baby's doing right now? botak already? hahas. the 2 things im looking forward to is HUGGING BABY and SEEING BABY'S BOTAK LOOK. :D
cabbed down to baby house and reached his place at 7.30am in the morning. Sat in the living room watch him nua there until about 8am, baby went to bathe and had his breakfast. we left at around 9.30am or so, cabbed down to pasir ris. D: at that point of time i was still feeling alright cause baby didnt leave my side. took a bus from pasir ris to changi and then from changi we took the boat. and there we were tekong. after we alighted, and walked a certain distance, baby had to be separated from us. that was when i missed baby but not to the extent like now. his parents and i toured around tekong. taking a look at the bunks, the swimming pool, gym, relaxing room where they have TVs and a patheticly small pool table. we had a talk and thats when i saw baby again! fucking happy i tell you. when we went in the auditorium, they were sitted in the centre and i was trying damn hard to look out for baby. and at last, his parents and i found him. he was sitting on the last second row. hahas. baby you're too small in size la! we watched a video, hear a talk, listen to the enlistees take the pledge and then the enlistees were moved out of the auditorium den i thought i couldnt see baby anymore. yet, when we moved out of the auditorium the enlistees were like prisoners i can say -.- they were standing in two straight lines waiting for their family members to pick them out. i went out. and BABY WAS SMILING TO ME! :D damn happy. we went for lunch i think it only lasted for 15mins and then i wanted to hug baby goodbye, i fucking regretted that i didnt ask him to lemme hug him goodbye. FUCK. watch baby walk to the parade ground seeing him standing under the hot sun makes my heart break. aftermath, we're separated again. baby's gone.
that was when i felt like crying. its so heart wrenching. 16 days and its baby's 1st book out!
baby, i missed you so
baby, i was so happy when i received your sms
baby, im counting down
baby, i want to hug you
baby, i cried to my didi and tell him I WANT YONG JUN
baby, when i woke up i think of you wondering what you're doing
baby, im waiting for your call
baby, I LOVE YOU