Saturday, September 13, 2008
another 14days to baby's book out!
im feeling so much better already, not crying like fuck anymore.
was awaiting baby's sms this morning, and i didnt received i was so worried that his phone got confiscated while charging cause last night before he went to bed, he told me he want to charge his phone. i also thought of the other outcome which was, he overslept so he didnt manage to msg me. after awhile, eric msged me. i tot it was baby. -.- accompanied eric and after awhile, went back to sleep. den around 10.38am, baby msged me. i straight wake up and look for phone. so fated uh. when i open my phone, i saw many msges -.- msges from xy and baby. and i told baby, we're really fated cause xy smsed me twice or thrice i didnt even hear the phone ring. yet baby's 1 sms can wake me up from my sleep! -.- accompanied baby, he told me, he was tired. he did alot of exercise, kept running here and there. heart pain uh~ den after 15mins, he had to fall in already and he told me he thinks he can only use his phone at night! D: but nvm :D i'll wait for his call.
i cant believe jocelyn's being able to handle her emotions so well! not crying anymore, instead, trying to stay happy and occupied to not make beee worry about me! bee told me, he cant wait to see me and said, jy, lets work hard together. AHHHH~ beeeeee, yes we will work hard together! i know you will be reading my posts after your book out. :D
beee, i love you so much.
Xin Yi.
here's this little post for you. if you know a tiger's gonna bite would you still go near the tiger? no, you wont right? so why should you entertain him, he even lied saying he was at home last nite. and he already got back his phone on monday, yet he didnt even call you, he was calling another girl. you sms me. yes i know you needed someone to accompany you but, all i can do is just to listen to you and give you some advices. if you dont wanna apply or listen to my advices and other people's advices den there's no point telling you so much and go back to square one. i'll always be here, but you need to understand that his heart has already change, and you are supposed to move on in your life. do you understand it girl? i hope you can meet me and eric tomorrow if we're going out. alright? loves.