Tuesday, September 16, 2008
11days to baby's book out! happy.
many things ran through my mind.
what if the person in army is me? as in. if there's a rule that girls need to serve NS instead of guys.
will you miss me as much as i miss you now?
will i always be on your mind like 24/7 like how you are always on my mind?
will you make me not worry about you?
will you stop running out with your friends and play games?
will you have the patience to wait for the calls and smses?
will you be able to wake up at 5.30am just for 1 sms?
will you love me and wait for me?
really. so many things run through my mind. not that you dont love me now. just that, was wondering if i love you more than you love me. baby, i really want you to know how i feel right now. how much i needed you by my side now. i kept sleeping because i want time to FLY. darling FLY not PASS. really awaiting for your 1st book out. although i still dont know how many days i can accompany you. baby, i really need you right now. not that i've no friends but baby, i still feel so lonely w/o you.
woke up super early today. 10.15am -.-. i missed out darling's sms! ROARS. woke up and went to mei mei's house to collect the slimming machine. after that, we went to the temple, prayed for you darling to be safe in army. den went to the market and so baby smsed me in the noon. :D afterso, went home. did the massage and the hot blanket. spend about 1 and a half hour on the 'slimming session' bathed and went to sleep. and my STUPID SLEEP made me miss out darling's sms until darling has to call me -.-. sorry baby. your gf's job w/o you is being a PIG :x.
im missing you so much.endurance is the word.
your hands are always mine to hold :]
SIMYONGJUNISLOVE